Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself Myself Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself Myself There's someone calling my name But there's nothing to respond I lost so much in our collapse Man, what little hope is gone The voice said, "Don't worry, friend The darkness is just a suggestion No, don't worry, kid The darkness is just suggestion No, don't worry, Kevin" Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself Myself There's someone calling my name But there's no one to respond I lost so much in our collapse Oh, what little hope is gone The voice said, "Don't worry, friend This darkness is just a suggestion No, don't worry, kid This darkness is just suggestion No, don't worry, kid" Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself Myself I'm allergic to the world when we are separated There's nothing in my heart that's worth a beating Feeling like a Styrofoam prop ennui is eating Oh, sure, we talk and talk and talk But nothing worth repeating I feel defeated I feel defeated I feel defeated Now I'm OD'ing on your co*ks**er blues You make me uptight when you just don't work right You painted my prison, now something's wrong And I never, ever wanted to write this song I'm k**ing myself but it's not suicide I'm k**ing myself I'm k**ing myself but it's not suicide I'm k**ing myself but my friends will never know Because I've never been Because I've never been honest with anyone Always pulling faces from the unprepossessing places Of the universal mind I'm crippled by the world when we are divided There's nothing in my heart that's worth the creaking Feeling like a Pamplona bull that's finished kicking Although we try to break the loop, it's always stuck repeating I feel defeated I feel defeated I feel defeated Now I'm OD'ing on your co*ks**er blues You make me uptight when you just don't work right You painted my prison, now something's wrong And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song I always thought things would change somehow And we would start getting along but it's hopeless Hopeless And I never, ever wanted to write this song I always thought things would change somehow And we would start getting along but it's hopeless Hopeless And I never, ever wanted to write this song I always thought things would change somehow And we would start getting along but it's hopeless Hopeless And I never, ever wanted to write this song I always thought things would change somehow And we would start getting along but it's hopeless Hopeless And I never, ever wanted to write this song I always thought things would change somehow And we would start getting along but it's hopeless Hopeless