[Verse 1] It consumes me, controls me, leaves me with nothing, But you know that I love how it tastes, fear and the fate. I'll change face to get what I crave; Fill my veins! [Chorus] This gets me by! You know it feels good, you know it feels so good. The d** that keep me high! You know it feels so good, but you know it all feels so fake. [Verse 2] Product of a murderer, you stole everything from me. This poison hurts; feels so empty. Fill my veins with this sin, Shaking on the ground. My head's going crazy from within. Cold sweats; shaking in my shame, Heart stops; dying where I lay. [Chorus] This gets me by! You know it feels good, you know it feels so good. The d** that keep me high! You know it feels so good, but you know it all feels so fake. These d** that keep me high! [Bridge] Sense of reality, perception falls, feels so empty. Cold sweats, the pain, skin crawls, the shame. Please save me, please save me! This is the way I wanted to live, But you know, I was scared of the world, Praying it all would go away. [Outro] This is the way I wanted to live, But you know, I was scared of the world, Praying it all would go away. This is the way I wanted to live, But you know, I was scared of the world, Praying it all would go away.