Of Divinity - Lifeless lyrics

My heart is a dead weight that I cat stop from sinking A broken man with a conscience that's withering How am I meant to shut out these voices when they're all coming from within I've tried to confide in silence but this guilt is deafening How do I deal with a loss so profound? When the place we called home is now a burial ground My eyes will never see another sunrise I won't let this get to me You'll never take me alive (you'll never take me alive) I never fully understood how heavy the weight of the world is Until I had to carry it on my f**ing shoulders Oh I can the dead in the depths of hell You were trapped in this moment so blame yourself I am your past, present and future fear Your demise is the only way back from here It feels like a thousand days have slowly slipped me by Since I've felt your presence right by my side or the innocence in your eyes And what I wouldn't give to stop replaying my actions over and over again inside my head Justifying my means to an end (What do I have to live for when everything I love is dead and gone? I can't keep going on without you, I pray tomorrow will never come) [2x] I can't keep going on without you Everything I loved is dead and gone 'this cannot be forever' This guilt has formed a f**ing noose around my neck This is not a last resort, this is a consequence My eyes will never see another sunrise I won't let this get to me You'll never take me alive