Odium - The Failure lyrics

It all started with a whisper that followed me home I felt the vomit trickle off my lips and splash on the floor Peering through a broken window pane I see the shape stand out against the street light I hear the unfamiliar knocking Something has gotten inside In time you'll know you're nothing Inside you can feel me crawling My tormentor lives in every shadow The only way to heaven was to go through hell As I look up to these stars So close could almost touch them yet so far From my sheltered Existence My mind's a feeding ground It will all end with a whisper as I lose feeling in my face The clouds open up I felt the presence of the failure's Eyes always watching and I know it will never Give up My tormentor lives in every shadow The only way to heaven was to go through hell As I look up to these stars So close could almost touch them yet so far From my sheltered Existence My mind's a feeding ground You were the only star in this place of ashes I'm dragging this cross behind me You watched me swallow absence You took me to a place where I could never die Something has stocked across the boundaries through all defenses and crawled into my Thorn filled cradle I couldn't change it all for you You know you can't resist me If I follow you blindly can you promise me god As I look up to these stars So close could almost touch them yet so far From my sheltered Existence My mind's a feeding ground I am the voice that rea**ures you that you're really nothing I am the spit you didn't have the confidence to wipe off your face I was there behind her eyes the last time you ever saw her I was in the walls every night when you cried yourself to sleep I am the reason you had a face not even a mother could love I fueled your hate for all those who've left you and I'm not about to let up I am the Failure I'll never go away