Odette - Watch Me Read You lyrics

watch me read you the turning pages of an epic dissected hallucinogenic black coffee addict life, ended lies cold on that metal tray wasting away i watch him sneer at me from beyond the grave i hear him call for me watch me read you i get scared when it falls dark The creeping shadows up my arm the sneaking scarecrows work their charm but circumstantial* the way i blink when you get mad i feel disarmed when you get sad but turn to run when we fall back on old behaviors when the flavor turns from sweet to sour that's the hour that i seek the heavy hearts and tie the trees with words of hatred* watch it seep through skin like sap to bark i cower in the dark to your return when will i learn? we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathe in the smoke from mother's muzzle lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breathe out when you used to hold it in She'll go oh got out through the window oh it's her oh maybe just a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you grab the light* Reflects i see you again* the beautiful colors on people's facaes and the way they sat on top of those necks Watch me read you like words ripped right off the page another ghost, another day of melancholy, UV rays, and heavy eye lids you've just decided not to care compressed your fears and cut your hair lifted your shirt to find there's nothing there now read me red wine, copper stain, curly hair crazy eyes, impulsive mouth she loves the rain but not the dark you feel insane the overcast is wet with blood she turns to you to say hey, we can't exist and in that moment, it's just bliss it's like you missed a thousand years and as you kiss, it's like you drift between here and there between real and fake as i hold my breathe i can't see your face watch me read me, read you, read them, read us everyone's a burning book i trust and lust and love in what we are and what we're made of we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathe in the smoke from mother's muzzle lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breathe out when you used to hold it in She'll go oh got out through the window oh it's her oh maybe just a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you grab the light* Reflects i see you again* so don't you see me, oh you surround me it's getting harder babe to focus on just one thing it's enigmatic, truly astounding the way we stand together but we are so drifting you are so absent, oh but you consume me oh and when the sun goes down the night, it wraps around me you try to stand still oh i can't help moving oh you're like the moon that joins the tide that rushes through me we never wanted to be more than just a silhouette breathe in the smoke from mother's muzzle lying in the dirt so make a promise but then later we can just forget its hard to let your breathe out when you used to hold it in She'll go oh got out through the window oh it's her oh maybe just a shadow you never wanted to be more than just a silhouette but when you grab the light* Reflects i see you again* i see you again i watch you read me the burning pages of my life reduced to ash and overnight i find my body is not mine