October Crisis - Signal Lost lyrics

In Retrospect, Who could have known? What the Hell was running through your mind? Was it Love or was it desperation? Are you on Drugs again? Are you listening to me? Do I have your attention? Did I mention, I'm happy? - I will die a thousand times - don't hold back yourself - He gave us all a gift and at that time it was bliss, what a lie can't say that I'm surprised... Getting let down has always been part of the agenda, now cla** are you with me? Now who can tell me why? On the Train you ride - Takes you to your Destination - If you die a thousand times - Will you live just once? - I've been beating this dead horse for weeks now... Constantly pondering and questioning my existence... God bless you for finding comfort in the suffering of others you truly are special. Thank you for the memory!