Observer A - Observer's like lyrics

Uh, its like that Observer A is like, like this (Verse 1) Visions of People dying and parents crying my minds f**ed Still I try to make it all worthy cause time s**s I love a beautiful voice, simplicity singing They say its all bliss, but me I see a meaning With sin I see I'm fiending To do what I knows wrong No clue what to hold on, what to let go from Still up in the morning, steady rising Almost died yesterday, life flashed in my eyelids Thankful for the vision, the smelling the hearing The touch and the taste, I feel my soul healing Lives finally better, I'm not tryna be clever If we can't get together, ima say whatever And move on cause theres more to this world And to think the last year was ruined over a girl It disgusts me, she did me ugly Could've given you the world baby trust me But now my services, are for those, who appreciate it Ill find a better thing then what we initiated And if I surprised you, from what you anticipated I wanted rap and you but only one made it (Verse 2) Nas is like this, Observers like that No matter what we say you know its always tight phat With the lyrics, the spirit, you hear it I'm the nearest, to the top So high I'd fall if I dropped No calling the cops, not saying that to be hard But if they check the car, they'll find my buddies xanny bars His brain is mushy, silly puddy scarred But I know if you push me Hell have my back cause he got heart Thats how the whole team running, all we show is love You talk a big game, we don't really give a f** We the realest, to steal this, rap sh**, you feel this Rush of euphoria, how could you be ignoring us My brains the treasure piece, right where I be storing stuff Inspirations the key, its gotta open us To a real life in a world we were sheltered You thought the FC kids couldn't see it, you doubt us But I respect all people, and all kinds We all gotta face the fact that we gonna die We look at suicide, some of us we wanna try Its f**ed up cause even I thought it, no lie I couldn't do it, how could I make others cry And all it took was the thought of my mothers eyes (Verse 3) So now I'm realizing, that life is just tough Soon as you think your on top, you get smacked with a bump In this road of life, we never know where to go And if you think to think about it, theres nothing we know So leave something to show, leave a mark on the earth You've come a long way, if we start with your birth Its been a long time, since you were young and dumb But still you don't know nothing, so have a little fun I'm plunged with depression, I hardly wanna live But I'm still going cause I see the positive And everywhere I walk, these demons follow Wanna have a healthy kid, hope my semin's hollow And its all so crazy, it happens so fast Living every moment for the seconds if they last Promise me you won't give up, its a lot but fight back Do what you gotta do, observers like that