O - Nowhere To go lyrics

[Hook] I was born in the city, I had no home Had no place to turn to, I was on my own Had no mamma, had no father, had no friends I had nobody to call on What was I to do, what was I to do? [Verse 1:] Papa had a ginger, maybe that's what he was into With her kids throughout the winter buying gifts for their December, man It hit me hard, watching these kids tear their gifts apart He got them PSP's and I ain't even get a Christmas card I cried a lot, but I still tried to hide this dying heart Lies or not, mamma's man was touching children's private parts It made me sick thinking my sis was in this kind of spot We're only kids we can't exist inside this kind of dark Papa chose them, and then mamma chose him All this sh**'s unfolding, exploding, it's hard to hold in Feeling closed in, caring though they gave me this pain Hoping that they notice that they're parents and then maybe they'll change, but Papa's brother started f**ing his wife And mamma had another lover every couple of nights I had a dream I was careless, happy on a great path Talking, walking with my brother down the train tracks [Hook] [Verse 2] Mamma had a new man, papa had his step kids Them kids, had a mamma papa was obsessed with Mamma only cared about whoever she had s** with So neither one could see their oldest child had a d**h wish Mamma was a drunk, papa married a c*nt And it kinda seems like this sh** just up and happened at once So all this sh** that I bottled up and carried for months Is getting swallowed in my pride like I had it for lunch I'm moving on, because I'd rather be happy with who I actually have Because I don't have to be mad about what's distracting me Saddened over what practically happened to leave me happily Attached to what I seen when Cupid started attacking me Attracted me and you'll be glad to see that it set Aaron free If this is all a dream, pinch me, because I'm fast asleep I'm love drunk, I might need you to here to carry me Because you're the drug to my addictive personality [Hook]