O - American Bully lyrics

[Hook] I'm the new kid at the school Just wanted to be cool Since I moved to this town You keep on bringing me down Don't know where I went wrong What is your problem with me? [Verse 1: O] From the moment I walked in, popular kids were watchin' Staring in my direction, dissecting me with their gawkin' I don't need no first impressions, or questions, I'll just ignore them Because it takes a half a second for bullies to start performing Because to them what's more important is recording the fight So throughout the course of my life, I've been tortured and spite It's hard to be liked, especially from people in cla** Who see you and laugh, and look forward to beating your a** Some people adapt, because they'd rather retreat than attack And keep the peace, but the only piece I'm keeping's a strap I've been belittled and ridiculed since the middle of middle school Living is miserable, I wish I was f**ing invisible I'm feeling so pitiful hidden through eyes that are black and blue I've been fallen victim to that world star crap you pull How would you feel if it was me that had surrounded you? And left you there scared, because it's clear that I'm coming back for you Without a reason I just wanted a friend But now I'm plottin', I ain't stoppin' til I've gotten revenge, yeah [Hook] [Verse 2: O] I try to be so distant, and minding my own business Emotional prison, I'm thinking why am I so different? I ain't in no living condition this sh** is so sickenin' To be so forgiven to those who just don't listen And it's, eating me up. Leaving me stuck Stuffed in a locker bleeding from cuts from beating me up It never ends, fetal position I'm beatin' for snitchin' To teachers' when they see that I'm bleedin' and teeth have been missin' And they can see I'm defeated, reachin' my weakest conditions In need of a**istance, decisions which then leave with existence Of visions so vivid it's sick, and I live with this sh** But that's okay because these kids are people that I'll never forget Because the stress and the anxiety, depression that's inside of me Will finally get taken out on all those who provided me With hatred from the anger that I built up for society I tried to be a normal guy and you made me a prodigy And that was probably your biggest mistake You filled me with hate, and that's why ima k** you today [Hook x2]