[Intro] [Verse 1: Nyck Caution] This white boy trying to rap, he simply can't fit in Even if he's fresh and he spits the best written Free style good, where the flaws at, no where They say I shouldn't do it, but guess who wants to go there I want to make it, but I'm segregated Every time I say a line, my past is investigated Because I did shows at my school And my grades aren't foolish Never shot a gun, so I guess I'm not the coolest Of course, I know I'm good, but I'm striving for the best Because good don't pay the bills, I'm striving for success And Chris dying had me crying over stress And when nothing is going right It's probably because he left But, I'm trying to stay strong And boost my f**ing confidence Not too many compliments, f** it with my consciousness I want to go on tours on these continents Answer my accomplishments, finish up this college sh** And this music is my escape, in a life where I'm wrong This is where I'm feeling great This is something that's forever And it's nothing that you can take Because I'll die over music, collide with you snakes You can never say I won't, and never say I ain't Because I am, and I'll show that this sh** is my fate I know I can't get everyone's love But I'm counted out before I even open my mouth Yeah, my dad walking out, he left me with my mother And I suffered stressing out Because our money game is clustered My teenage years, I experienced the loss Of my two best friends, my dad and a brother Talk about being smothered Yeah, yeah, look, but these were things That I had no control of Like dad relapsing, something that I didn't know of The Jet Ski crash, almost made me want to throw up My crew sniffing coke, man, please pick your nose up I had to hold up, thinking through twice Should I pop pills cool, and throw away my life I knew it wasn't right, but I saw my friends drifting And I told them all to stop But of course they didn't listen I'm a young man spittin' not old enough to vote But I'm old enough to think, and I'm old enough to hope That my future will be brighter and the struggles I [?] And I won't be sticking needles, but my songs will be dope Nope, I guess I got to do me, don't like it, you can sue me You can take everything away, if it'll make your day But never will I cry, you can take away my pride Yeah I'm supreme like judicial, I'm trying to make it big Have the fans scream initials NC baby is as legit as it get Like relationships being made Facebook official They say I'm like the rest of you kids But man, I ain't nothing like the rest of you kids Then they tell me I ain't sh** to the rest of you kids But fact is I will sh** on the rest of you kids They say you got to own it once you get a chance A wise man said lose yourself in the moment So any f**in' chance that I get I will spit until I sh** And rip the f**in' a** off opponents I'm striving for the golden globes Man, I'm hoping sold out seats at shows Me performing, start storming, raining on my forehead Fans don't leave, they support him Uh, sh** is better, I'm talkin' to my pops He believes in me, thinking that I'm going to the top Ah, I tell him that nobody can stop me [?] like my name is Bill Cosby Yeah, they talkin' all this sh** about me But think about how the rap game would be without me Better than the rest but y'all doubt me I can only be the best if you allow me Baby just allow me, yeah