Nuvoid - Jane lyrics

He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do She knew he'd probably leave her if she told him the truth, she kept it bottled up with prescription pills and booze Backtrack, ten years way before they met Growing up everything was a mess Her mom bringing home a new guy every single night Lotta fights, lotta s** with a lotta different men One night, Jane's mom got too drunk and she blacked out, her man went in Jane's room and he sat down He said she was kinda cute as he half smiled, started touching them titties blastin up in the background She was young although didn't know nothing going on started reaching off her bed trynna grab her phone She was barely 100 pounds, didn't even stand a chance Oh boy, ripped her shirt then her f**ing pants, she was screaming and bleeding while she was praying to god, that this monster on top of her would f**ing stop, after a while, he got up and he stormed out wishing she was never born layin there worn out. Pretty Dominican man stole her innocence now she felt what's the point of prayin god isn't hearing it, wish that I could disappear I never thought I'd live this sh**. (never thought I'd live this sh**) He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do Truth is, meeting someone like him was unforeseen Cause she was HIV positive at just 14, pa**ed it on to her kids and her man too, nightmares at the night she got ran through She knew tellin her secret was way past do, so she got up and she went to the bathroom. Started writin down her thoughts on a paper while the man was at work and her kids in the cla**room. She couldn't help but feel like givin up and f**in dying, gettin tears on the paper couldn't stop cryin All the years she been f**in lyin, picked up the pen and she kept writin. She loved her man and she loved her kids She couldn't live with the guilt then she got upset, so she popped 100 pills at the f**in script This the story bout how Jane let someone in. (never thought I'd live this sh**) He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do X2