NOX - Pictures on the Wall lyrics

[Intro] Gone [Hook: Edu Leedz] x2 I realize my love for you was strong And I miss you here and know you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall Is this the way its meant to be Only dreaming that you're missing me I'm waiting here at home I've been crazy of your [?] [Verse 1: Skinny Cavallo] I hate that all the pictures turned to empty frames Empty liquor bottles feeling hollow driving me insane I ain't felt no pain like this before We were the best of friends Guess the drama just go caught up with us Solidified the end of our relationship I hate this sh**, I'm never f**ing happy And the way you living you might as well be laughing at me Stab me in the heart repeatedly Feels like you never needed me But my actions are responsible for emotional thievery Held in secrecy, someone's is telling me to leave it be But I can't f**ing do it because my conscious keeps on eating me I am a mess of [?] day and night I ponder how to make it right And wander through a world of d** and alcohol that helps to fight These demons are surrounding me My pastor keeps on drowning me I feel like such a piece of sh** and everyone looks down to me What you ever found in me, no longer exits Cuz the whole within my soul is impossible to fix [Hook: Edu Leedz] I realize my love for you was strong And I miss you here and know you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall Is this the way its meant to be Only dreaming that you're missing me I'm waiting here at home I've been crazy of your [?] [Verse 2: Skinny Cavallo] It's been crazy since you're gone Gone arrest and check the detox I lost my sanity, but my pen is my release Watch me fall into a pool of alcohol Sometimes I wonder if you ever f**ing loved me at all Waiting for a call momentum knows it never will come But emotionally I'm hanging on a bridge by my thumbs Begging you to come and save me, cuz I am scared of myself When all my friends are telling me to take care of myself But they don't know the sh** we been through All they see is the pain How I walk around this crowd like I'm stuck in the rain The message sent to me was loud But I'm refusing to change So when I try to talk to girls they end up thinking I'm strange I guess love is blind that why I always bawl up my face I miss the way you laugh and touch, especially how you taste I wish to god I could go home, and I ain't talking your place Cuz my home was in your heart where I'm forever erased [Hook: Edu Leedz] I realize my love for you was strong And I miss you here and know you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall Is this the way its meant to be Only dreaming that you're missing me I'm waiting here at home I've been crazy of your [?]