I just want to close my eyes So I can forget about today Forget about what lies tomorrow And only take place in the realm of paradise To be beaten each day And lower my head As if its my own fault Forgotten about as night falls Restless nights that are filled with guilt And invite me into their empty embrace I never saw this coming And I now know that i'm not alone I can only wish that i'm the last And no one will suffer my fate It would take an eternity in hell For my heart to rest in peace. To strike down this hate filled soul And give back the pain you've caused Would only satisfy My craving for blood. I will see you in the end And I will laugh at your pain So I damn your f**ing life And I pray you suffer long And all the angels turn their backs From the site of your pitiful face No God will save your soul For there is no love for you You left that all behind The day you learned to f**ing speak