Nova Jazz - Talking-to-my-girlfriend-who-was-waiting-for-me-to-get-out-the-bathroom-and-walk-her-home lyrics

I needed more confidence so I popped some sh** And she loved it when my hands on her hips or on her tits But then she found out it's what's in my system and tears streamed down her cheeks "I can't quit! I have to have it!" I told her... You fell in love with me when when I was on one A good or bad boy, I am not one You say you just don't wanna see me in a coffin While I'm coughin' I tell you walk then Accept me for being a piece of sh** or find a better guy Cuz I will never give enough f**s to just change for just one I did once And I ended up crushed 7 feet under Ate some more bars And had a nine under my chin But then I had an epiphany Talking to myself like, “Man Patrick, you are a dumb motherf**er You know what you can do with this sh**? You can go write a song and potentially get rich, b**h.” And that's what I did Just wait for my next sh** to drop Droppin' bars not quite as often as I'm pop them in school And no I do not think it's cool Only when you're famous people think awkward is cool But I'm treated like an autistic fool And if I am I don't wanna know But I can flow And I've felt a p**y hole So What else do I need other than a fan base I have a fat, fried brain Watching documentaries while sending these chemicals into my bloodstream Looking in the mirror wondering why she wants to f** me And I come out and pick her from the couch and pin her against the wall And I crawl back out like it's nothing I wasn't even near coming I've been through quite a lot of numbing Is it the heart breaks, d** or my hist-uh-ry