Nouns - Ski Mask lyrics

" I'm looking for a reason One that will keep me here this time It's this damned season I pray for harmony here this time I'm nervous in the season I've got to show everyone who I am No one said it would be easy To be a pseudolamb inside a man So, shoot me down I pray for harmony in sight of god So, shoot me down I'm forgetting my place again At best I'm pretentious Tangents in my mind are easier to find At best I'm not quiet The best of my words fall short before they lie You won't understand At best I'm optimistic I don't hate this world one bit I just hate being in it I just want to be kind But I'm angry in every way I am the devil And the deep blue sea And I take myself too seriously " — J.D