Nothington - The Escapist lyrics

Last night I had to drink myself to sleep A lonely escape but it seems so easy I take these pills at night to calm my nerves Just give me anything to pull me under I know it's wrong I know I keep poor habits The more I run the more these days will happen Apologies are lost for words The clock is laughing in my face again Hands on my chest staring at my ceiling Turn off my mind and stop the world outside I drown it out until I have no feeling I know it's wrong I know I keep poor habits The more I run the more these days will happen Apologies are lost for words And maybe the world will stop tonight And maybe the world will stop tonight These conversations are f*cking k**ing me I'm an escapist and nothing comforts me So maybe the world will stop tonight And maybe the world will stop tonight I know it's wrong I know I keep poor habits The more I run the more these days will happen Apologies are lost Apologies are lost for words