Nothington - I Should Say lyrics

She says I need to change I know the meaning now I need to rearrange myself to turn it all around I know it's not that simple Seeing eye to eye I'm climbing through the rubble now Someday I'll know I tried And all I can say is things are different now All I can hope for is to make it up somehow So, I know you know I should I'm sorry 'cause I'm the one to blame I know it's always the same I should say I'm sorry She woke up late at night I was shaking on the floor I pushed the envelope too far I can't do this anymore I always let it win The struggle in my head Self-medicating myself till I'm half an inch from dead All I can say, it's got to be different now All I can hope, just to make it up somehow All I can say, I've said