​nothing,nowhere. - pretend lyrics

I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho They call me a mistake and roll me off like a typo And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that I'mma fight though So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival Couldn't see the signs, I was living in denial I'm on the edge You're in my head Tell me you need me Even when you don't I don't know when this will end Tell me you'll stay now Even if you won't Baby, we can play pretend, yeah I guess that what I'm saying is I'm scared of going back I remember every struggle, every panic attack You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time I couldn't pick up a guitar I couldn't think of a rhyme I needed something to believe in Somewhere that I could hide They told me I should start pretending Always kept it inside And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent Tell me you need me Even when you don't I don't know when this will end Tell me you'll stay now Even if you won't Baby, we can play pretend Are you okay, tell me, are you okay? Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown Are you okay, tell me, are you okay? Tell me you need me Even if you don't I don't know when this will end Tell me you'll stay now Even if you won't Baby, we can play pretend Are you okay, tell me, are you okay? Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown Are you okay, tell me, are you okay? Baby, we can play pretend