Not By Choice - Now That You Are Leaving lyrics

I don't know what to do when the fire's going out I don't know where it ends and I don't know where it starts You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow But I don't know if I can make it through today You will never know What it's like to be here what it's like to be me I won't let it show What I'm really feeling now that you are leaving One year later and the fire's going strong I don't know what I did and I don't know what went wrong You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow But I don't know if I can make it through today I don't know what you want from me it's something that I cannot see And everything you want from me is something I will never be