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I'm a very kind man, I do the best I can I play my game, and I'm surely not insane And I watch my child, it's restless and wild It k**ed an ant, moreover an elephant Drinking gla**es full of beer Hope that nothing changes I look around and I have seen My child is out of range Now I'm alone, my child has gone A van has come, it's overrun And the very next day, my mind's away I start to plan, to do the best I can But it's over now, 'cause my d**h's allowed I said goodbye, committed suicide