Nostalghia - Meek lyrics

[Verse 1] I wonder sometimes If I'm uh Bed of thorns A predator parading Rotting wood s**ling from My mothers wirey form So incapacitated, elevated Still negated, excalative, innovative Meanwhile my father Shoots the gun And I grow up in powder smoke And no one knows me, no one knows No one knows me No one knows [Pre-Chorus] Umbilical in suede, k**ed of milk And still un-paid Wounds of fraud and filth That fade between my lips That spill and crave'n [Chorus] Heard a sound, just one sound Oh so loud God it's loud Losing time, broken mime Nothing's mine No, nothing's mine [Verse 2] I wonder sometimes if I'm uh A book of worms A slimy disillusion sleeping In the deepest of cores An apple of stars Starry eyed surprised Blinding light and bending lies Finding time to realize Meanwhile you're shooting At my bod You watch me stumble In the plague It's oh so vague, it's all so vague It's oh so vague, it's all so vague [Pre-Chorus + Chorus]