Nor'Ledges - Existential Crisis lyrics

[Produced by Nor'Ledges] [Verse 1] I've been writing for days Inspiration won't hit me Wanna get paid But I have no place in Britain Or really anywhere See I'm very scared Maybe I'm an alien I just know I'm very weird I just know that I'll never be Hemingway (f**) Die a failure like Fitzgerald I'll never make it I should give up now What's the point if I'll never get better? If I'll never see The presidency Of a person With a skin tone similar to me We'll never progress We'll never get acceptance My brain is always running Someone should give it a medal (f**) Cause these thoughts Are so unbearable Sometimes it's so hard To care at all The world is so painful I wanna leave It all behind And just be me [Interlude] I've found that Every moment in my f**ing life Has culminated at this one point As i toke on this one joint And i take a smoke break Looking for the point This sh** is poignant when you think about it But you know thinking will k** you I'm on my own if I go far enough How do you be the real you? I'm trying to muscle through the f**ing pain I'm trying to tell myself I'll be ok But I won't be ok So I should give up I'm just my dad in the end I'm a k**er [Verse 2] What kind of world Do we live in? If these kids are getting k**ed and we're Turning the other cheek so that we don't Have to deal with the mo'f**ing fear That everything isn't alright And I'm not saying that I'm unafraid But how can these respected people Get by preying on the underaged? Shouldn't they be praying for the underaged? I wanna go for a long walk I wanna f**ing disappear I want my listeners to care But I'm tired And I don't really care I am just a liar too Everything that I ever do Will fail So I'm gon' leave it all to you [Interlude] Psst, hey jai It's your conscience And I know that this is cliche But you're becoming a monster You're letting this sh** grow And k** you inside And i know you're doing your best But you're not doing it right And I know you're depressed as hell You know that I feel your pain But jai, get up off the ground You'll never live again And don't you dare condemn yourself To this worthless lifestyle Be a virtuoso Be worth what you know And you might find Yourself Think about it This is a crisis Find a solution I don't doubt you I know you're trying your best I know that you're so stressed You're tired of f**ing tests You feel like a f**ing mess But think [Verse 3] You're right Pick myself up off the ground I will fight I've been through too much To give up on this life My mama prayed for me Now Ima make her smile She's gon' smile We're gon' smile We're gon' rule the world They ain't gon' ruin the world We're gonna build a new world Freedom is key We don't need no rulers We don't need no rulers [Outro] You can break us but we've got a warranty So don't try and dishonour me