None - A Short Story lyrics

How to rap? Damn just tell a story Just don't let it bore me I don't give a crap If is over shortly Or if its about a married man snoring While his wifes out whoring With a family he can barely keep supporting He treats her fairly, but she stopped caring once he started ignoring her courting Now his best friends scoring, and enjoying her til the morning, in their bed with his camera recording, tomorrow she will be gone without warning Just a goodbye, no reasons why, he cries The tears start pouring All these feeling he's hoarding He can feel his life shortening He brings the gun to his head But the lead never leaves He takes time and breathes but the trigger he can't start pulling He's mad not sad Who's he fooling He has to live Give his kid a life an put him through schooling So he bites the bullet and its grouling But damn that's sad Rap something happy Like a little kid napping Waiting for his father, to come back from Iraq after scrapping He awakes in his dads arms laughing It takes thirty minutes The alarm goes off and the tears start crashing Water falls and starts splashing This is real love no acting Ten years since the last hug So nothing can keep this moment from lasting The kids hopin this is the last time he has to say goodbye, they smile for awhile then cry This is where the audience starts clapping But damn its not over The years fly by an the boy gets older His parent fight daily Since the war his dad can't stay sober His moms keeps getting colder Why lie he knows she's about to say its over He wants her to understand but man she keeps giving him the cold shoulder And she just wants him to hold her He loves her but he don't know how to show her So she cheats when she meets his best friend Its a sin but damn he holds her He says I love you And her barely knows her The boy sees his parents and its scary, if its this hard why marry, u didn't give ur heart ur a heart donner His mom leaves In school He's a loner His father stays drunk And he's a Stoner He hurts So he pops pills Its works But it gets worse He can't function Without doin that sh** first Well sh** works To him I love u is just big words With no meaning So when his dad rides the Hersh he starts freaking No love And love wat he's needing He finds a gun and off to school he's leading On foot heart beating Fast when at last he walks in an starts speaking His voice so high he's squeaking Raises the barrel an starts squeezing Damn its not his fault He's just a product of his breeding A lil kid a heart still dreaming Only wanted a part of Wat his friends parents where keeping With each shot his hatred is deepening Then the last bullet, once shot, once gone Its his head its breaching People say he's a monster Truth is he just needed a mother and father Now I'm done raping I'm done teaching Leave son before I start preaching Maybe Wat that kid wanted its Wat ur seeking Just keep ur head up and keep believing Cuz in the future all that matters is the mouths your feeding Best use ur talents Or start bleeding