NON - Sickness lyrics

I feel ill I look pale with so many wrong thoughts causing me a fever,once a strong and vibrant man becomes a diva activically. My breath goes shallow, my head pounds in pain,vision blury. Twisted mind set tuned to nothing but pain and sorrow, i can feel my mouth as dry as the barren derset. Lost in my own sub-conscious. What kind of feeling is these? I never wanna get sick again.