Nohidea - Anxious (feat. limbo) (prod. nohidea) lyrics

[Verse 1: atlas] I thought I found myself in the music But all I found was more evidence that I'm useless There's nothin' in my mind left to do with The person I can see when I look in my mirror I started to create when it got worse Wanted so badly to sing that I forgot to learn to talk first Created a persona where I locked words Into phrases so that they could get a little bit clearer Over time I started changing, rearranging My mind into the lowest fruit hanging, dangling And picked it like a flower to pretend that it was me And let it take me over it was all that i could see And my true self faded into context I started seeing all the evil in the world, quantified time and bomb threats Honestly drifted to something something out of movie scene I no longer remember who it is I truly used to be [Chorus: atlas and limbo] Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess With an aching neck Cause I can't stop looking back Now I'm just an anxious mess Takin' shaken steps Hopin' I'll get off this path [Verse 2: limbo] I used to stand so tall They used to be so proud I couldn't even hide Myself in the crowd But somehow it's now when everything's changed I'm wondering why every day feels the same I'm searching and looking for something to say But really it should be "no I'm not okay" I've been trying so hard to find my escape But really I don't know how long that will take Today or tomorrow I swear in my sorrow That I could use a smile That I could share or borrow But secretly I'll keep it just for myself And please don't come closer I don't want your help I'll figure this out, on my own I'll stay with these feelings at home and alone [Chorus: atlas and limbo] Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess With an aching neck Cause I can't stop looking back Now I'm just an anxious mess Takin' shaken steps Hopin' I'll get off this path [Chorus: atlas and limbo] Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess Now I'm just an anxious mess With an aching neck Cause I can't stop looking back Now I'm just an anxious mess Takin' shaken steps Hopin' I'll get off this path