Noah Kahan - Hollow lyrics

I like to think I'm more than what my age is With my fu*ked up sense of patience And my deep self-deprecations I try to cope with all the changes When I smile on rare occasions Can you see how old my face is? If I'm getting old, I'm getting old, I'm getting old Why are there so many things that I don't know, that I don't know? Wake up every day and put on my clothes Hoping that 401k might fill up the hole in my soul But I'm hollow, yeah, I'm hollow I'm scared to check the date, I'm scared of the dark You can't escape it, no matter how fast the car When you're hollow, and I'm hollow I act like it's a choice that I'm still single I'm smaller than the raindrops on the window I'm colder than the backside of a pillow And I've tried to hold my temper and obscure my rage But these kids, they never act their age And I've got one foot in the grave If I'm getting old, I'm getting old, I'm getting old Why are there so many things that I don't know, that I don't know? Wake up every day and put on my clothes Hoping that 401k might fill up the hole in my soul But I'm hollow, yeah, I'm hollow I'm scared to check the date, I'm scared of the dark You can't escape it, no matter how fast the car When you're hollow, and I'm hollow I'm hollow Yeah, I'm hollow I'm hollow Yeah, I'm hollow Who do you wanna be in fifty years? I'm saying, "I just want to be alive" Well where the fu*k do you think you are? Oh, welcome to the other side I wake up every day and put on my clothes Hoping the 401k might fill up the hole in my soul But I'm hollow, yeah, I'm hollow I'm scared to check the date, I'm scared of the dark You can't escape it, no matter how fast the car When you're hollow, and I'm hollow I'm hollow Yeah, I'm hollow I'm hollow Yeah, I'm hollow