No Motiv - Going Numb lyrics

Why can't I just feel something besides just some numbness? No pain no happiness inside I can't feel at all I can't seem to grasp what's going on without going into some kind of trance it's so bizarre I can't feel at all I can't see at all No sign of emotion nobody is listening to me no no nervous reaction Just another blank expression for me what's wrong with me? Senses dull now staring at the wall it must be a defect Going numb and I can't feel at all