No Fun At All - So Many Times lyrics

So many times I've seen you crying So many times you tried to break away Always falling back Tried so hard, never really made it So many days you never woke up So many nights just staring at the screen Try to get a grip now Pity yourself doesn't really help you Turn on the gas No one really cares So many things you never found out So many places where you didn't go Standing still and waiting Hoping for something to finally happen So many conversations we had So many times I couldn't stay awake Like some sort of drug Everyone around you is falling asleep