Nino Bless - AWOL lyrics

[Verse 1: Nino Bless] Seems like I'm on every page on karma's list, my arms are spent Too tired swinging back at everything targeting me Man, and I probably deserve it What I bottle up surfaces, then it's in plain sight to see I was misguided by other's dreams and wishes Obsessed with cream, rhyme schemes and b**hes Now that I've seen this scene from within, to be realistic It ain't quite as it seems the entire gleam's fictitious (Darkness surrounds us all ) hello Lord i heard you called Sorry satan, laws are meant to be broken But I'm broken mentally coping, moping by the window of my destiny closing I'm trying to lift it too late, it'll never be opened Again, again everything's clear through the fog now Though i've evolved, still ain't letting my guard down These are the memoirs of a tainted soul God forsaken in this matrix trying to escape skid row God forgive me, but I'm a reflection of you As the light dims [Hook: Hemi] Now I lay me down to sleep I give myself my soul to keep So if I die before I wake None of y'all are gonna have a soul to take [Verse 2: Nino Bless] Picture nobody relating to you, debating you on facts you know You form ya own thoughts in poems, stalking greatness all alone You call it ROAM they call you wrong, but now ya course has grown That road's expanded towards the throne, you been there all along And I've ignored this or maybe I'm lost is this where I belong I suffocate myself with pressure, then air out a song And every verse here enhances my reflection in the mirror I like to stare down blemishes when its clearer Now that i found myself my competition's like "WHY" MC's listening, their spirits are fried They know they can't dig this deep inside Soul or mind, so they play deaf and blind like who, close your eyes You seen me fail, but you wish that was real Like Dame dreaming of Aaliyah, waking and seeing her reappear Damage? You're like keying a Kia Me? I'm like TNT in a Prius hit with a kamehameha Come here come here, get near, its clear This ain't even, its odd, to compare us, it feels like I'm so far i ain't even here I've only come back to appease my peers And steering on this road's been weird and lonely since I shifted gears And I am sensing the fear, they trying to censor him Cause he's bumpin some heads off every list Kendrick and Em are in I do the murder rappers while giving them props stunt See, I cover my tracks like fiends on a job hunt And as the light reemerges Clarity shall guide me through the darkest path [Hook]