Nine Six Kid - Black State of Mind lyrics

[Verse 1] Rainy day wondering why I wear this suit Stuck inside this house wasting time I haven't got a clue On what to do I'm a f**ing loser man ain't that the truth So I'm spinning webs trying to master sk**s inside my room Walking down to Harry's house because why the f** not Musing over Gwen I keep thinking I had a shot All my friends are working at jobs this costume is all I got Staring deeply into my mask on a rooftop asking why god Why god am I stuck in this spot this sh**‘s not hot I'm out here stopping crooks in parking lots and for what So these other guys can f**ing steal my limelight I'm sick of standing on the sideline it's my time to shine Grinding in silence these clowns are lucky I ain't wilding Uncle Ben told me to ‘get busy swinging or get busy dying' I ain't lying I am a tyrant in superhero clothes Stuff webbing down your throat make a boat and see how far you float [Verse 2] And how the f** do you put sh** out you ain't proud of answer me that I swear my cities superhero scene is cancer that sh**'s back My sh**'s black I alienate myself from you f**ers I am the one and only Spider-Man word to your mother I spit so much heat you'd think I'm strapped with C4 I am so fantastic I'll beat all four in one go Strong enough to pin the f**ing Thing to the floor Supernova to Hova Johnny Storm ain't got sh** on me Stretch your career out Reed Richards you still won't reach me And you still can't see me thanks to Susan's invisibility And I swear after all that civilians still ain't feeling me/I feel like sh** knowing I'll never go down as a great I'm gonna die a virgin hell I've never even been on a date Little Peter Parker Midtown's professional wallflower For some reason I was blessed with all of these super powers What if someone else was bitten by that f**ing spider I'd become an accountant have some kids and retire But nah I'm out here playing dress up this is all I know I wish the pressure of being a popular hero would just leave me alone Never pick up my phone Costanza voicemail my ringtone Bumping Faces on the down low have you seen mine Lost my damn mind screws loose committing suicide right inside the booth [Verse 3] The outfit is inside my closet where it belongs hidden in plain sight I haven't looked at it in months can't even bother to fight I hear people saying ‘how does Spidey even sleep at night' I've always had a choice on what to do this feels so right Or wrong I don't even know where has my hope gone Jameson laughing at me because I hung up my webs My confidence is dead it's a struggle to get outta bed Head down to the same place where my pa**ion went Next to my mind in the trash now that's where my mask is Dump the rest of the suit on a rainy day just like before I let the world know I ain't Spider-Man no more [Sample] Listen...maybe you're not supposed to be...Spider-Man climbing those walls