Nine Inch Nails - Wish (remix) lyrics

this is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far no need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more f**ed up I could do wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big f**ing hole no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f** don't think you're having all the fun you know me I hate everyone wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back but I want to