Nikola Nines - Drunk and Tired lyrics

I've been working all day I Need a little break Need to get away Need an escape I need a lift Need a splif Need a drink Just a sip no I don't need that more But I used to, I got through it Need to be strong, promised myself that I wouldn't But maybe just a little sip not anymore than that I'm loosing grip If I slip up is it considered a fail I don't understand what I feeling like I'm trynna read brail Cause I wanna and I don't I need to but I won't Inner battles make me wanna tie a rope around my throat I'm broke cause everything I had I smoked And soaked away in booze it's true, my life's a mother f**ing joke And i'm so Drunk and tired (i'm so) Drunk and tired (i'm so) Drunk and tired (i'm so) Drunk and tired (i'm so) Just a bucket full not anymore than that For me this so much more than rap It's my private therapy It's not meant to be shown necessarily My raps are prone to be scarily true Reality is what I scarcely view Due to the fact that I'm running from it I'm so high that at some point I gotta plummet From the summit until I land on my stomach You name a drug and bet your a** that I'm on Demonic addictions Beat my mind and my body and my soul to submission If I listen then they talk to me But I shouldn't, 'cause If I do they talk for me Walk for me, create, control my thoughts for me But Surely I can vanquish them It's just, I have tried and only angered them Drunk and tired (and it's made me) Drunk and tired (i'm so) Drunk and tired (i'm so) Drunk and tired (i'm so)