Nikki Flores - Have What I Had lyrics

Listen up You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you Listen up You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true You know I got a new man in my life but Being with him is making me realize, oh Maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me But he can't compete Cause he ain't you That's when I realize Boy I can't even lie Cause now I understand I'm never gonna have what I had Have what I had Enough I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain And I Never thought I'd be going through this again, ooh again You put me through so much more than I could take but You're the reality that I can't escape oh I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me But he can't compete Cause he ain't you That's when I realize Boy I can't even lie Cause now I understand I'm never gonna have what I had Have what I had I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void Even though we've both moved on I know this much is true I can't look you in the eye And tell you that I'm not in love with you (8x) Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me But he can't compete Cause he ain't you That's when I realize Boy I can't even lie Cause now I understand I'm never gonna have what I had