Nik Bates - Introvert lyrics

[Verse 1] Been trying to fit in for the last two decades Been standing out since I was flowing in the 10th grade How I spit it? I got about 10 ways A first friend? That took about 10 days Forget small talk, a waste of time I'd rather stay at home and solve the puzzle in my mind But if you get me out, just know that it be worth it Never follow the crowd, but that don't mean that I ain't perfect My life is an identity crisis Found freedom as soon as I was getting my license "He rap? Oh he mean." Nah instead he the nicest Never had a chance, like watching Kennedy dying Was I taking it for granted? Nah I never had it People think I'm crazy but my life as been abandoned The definition of "I do me" When I write true speech, I drop it like you'd see I ain't really trying to say too much But I don't need school to meet my true love I ain't afraid of speaking out up in the public Give me the ball, and you will never see me fumble it [Hook] I'm an introvert, yeah I said it Never got it first, then you're never gonna get it I'm not the first, I'm the first to admit it Me and the crowd split and I gave up trying to fit in [Verse 2] You might be thinking that I'm probably hella shy But if you geniune you'd meet a hell of a guy I ain't tryna kick it, for the sake of kicking it I ain't tryna look like, I didn't take my Ritalin Cool, calm, collect this money when I spit it Lonely? Nah, I'm individualistic I ain't tryna just keep my distance If you lazy when you live it, then I'm saying "Good Riddance" You going with the flow? I make my own path You taking life slow? I'm taking life fast You living day to day? I'm living by the year You tryna stay awake? I got breakfast right here I wake at 8, get a plate and bake And then I take the day, so I can shape my fate [Hook] [Verse 3] I don't need to be fixed, I just need to be me If my tape in the mix, or if it stay on CD See me, shine. See these, lines You be thinking that I'm rude, but I need time To chill up in my room, let me find The person I'ma turn into, let's rewind The person I'ma turn into, was chilling in my room I'm thinking that I'm cool, but you thinking he be rude I'ma tryna be honest and get to know you Beating on the bush will be leaving us confused I'm thinking for myself, priorities in order Not a hoarder, I'm absorbing more than coke and blow snorters They mind is a disorder, they living on the border Distorted in a storm, it's probably more than what they ordered But life ain't fair Relaxing in my room, you think I'm living in despair? You thinking that I don't know how to share it? I'm in it for me, I think I found my merit Goals in order, life is shaking them up Raking them up, that's because my tape in the cut So go and drink your beer I think I'm innovative but you thinking that I'm weird Talking I'ma pollenate, and dominate, I'm on my way To rocking on 'em often, demolished ‘em in a proper way Approximate, off to cop McDoubles for a dollar eight My mind is going off in space, you'll find out when we conversate [Hook x2]