Niila - Red lyrics

I carry the weight. Day after day. As if I'm unbreakable. But I've never felt this small. I like how they all. See me as strong. Cause then I belive it too. I'm scared to admit they're wrong. And I. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red. Scared to reveal the weakness in me. It's like I could loose it all. So I ain't the one they see. I put up a wall to hide it all. But maybe the things that I'm loosing are. The people out side that wall. And I. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red. Demons in red. Under my bed. And they won't let me go, let me go. Only so long the damn holds. Dark thoughts overflow, overflow. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red. Should be strong. But I'm tired of holding on. I'm hanging on by a threat. I've never known it's okay. To fall and break. Should be a man. But my eyes are red, red, red.