Nightward - Bokor N. lyrics

I couldn't say A word 'Cos you just Kept on tearing At my wounded soul and I was dead And I was Nothing Then you hung up And silence was my fiend Someone's at the door I won't even open I need to be left alone With my mind and pain And if I give it up Make my eyes pretend To be a mirror of indifference The switch came even before the idea of a station Right before I even knew where the rails led to Tie the knot Running off the border Blotting out the lover Smash the thought Get out of here Throw it out Make me feel empty Poison me and I'll Toss it off 'Cos that's what I need Sex and black magic Were the shivers of our Static situation So why did you feel Duty bound to tell me It had never worked out Now I feel like sh** Don't even know if you Were right or wrong, b**h (What matters was left there, in a static motion. Here there's no horizon. I want what I lost. I don't want to be dead, even if I wouldn't miss her anymore. I would have her void with me. I hate her absence. The void. She's not into the void. The void is her) Tie the knot Running off the border Blotting out the lover Smash the thought Get out of here Throw it out Make me feel empty Poison me and I'll Toss it off Cause this is what I need