[Verse 1] I can't handle these pressures; all I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart This energy's k**in' my vibes now Sometimes I just wanna to drown out All of the thoughts in my mind Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried but Life just s**s then we all die [Pre-Chorus] That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me Yeah I'm f**ed up but I don't wanna be I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die [Verse 2] Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty I wish that sh** wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to f** me up I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts [Pre-Chorus] That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me Yeah I'm f**ed up but I don't wanna be I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die [Bridge] My body's shaking My head is aching It feels like my heart is breaking My body's shaking My head is aching I can't fix this mess I'm making [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die