Nick Brewer - Fall From Here lyrics

My boy told me it's time to blow And even though I wanna believe I'm ready, I don't know I'm 24 but I'm going on like a five year old Dad's telling me that it's time that I bag it home But right now I just wanna ride 'round until my mind explodes Because I really don't wanna be nothing Here the mind's right when he's writing, sipping a bottle of something Yeah, nine times on a high, ready, I gotta be fronting I was just tryina blend in Loads of the time I know I was pretending Most of the guys I been roaming been penned down Same guys I was riding bars were behind the bars And it's kinda hard and now I found my hobby and kinda foster it Every time I start spitting rhymes I can't It's like that time inside my mind is darker now The new vibe I can't let go WHAT IF I FALL? WHAT IF I FALL FROM HERE? The thought of it all is more than my heart can bear