NF - Circles lyrics

[Intro] (Yeah, we all make mistakes Yeah, here's some of mine) Yeah, it's my life Lord forgive me (c'mon) For the way I'm livin' (I'm a sinner man, all of us are) Lord forgive me For the way I'm livin' (yeah) [Verse 1] Lord forgive me, I know I've made a lot of mistakes When you look at my face you can tell I'm ready to break Ready to snap, lost, where am I at? I keep looking for light but why am I in the black It's invisible I've been mixing and twisting the principles There I go talking 'bout my life, how it's miserable It's pitiful I live in this prison I been in through Tryin' to minister when I'm the one that needs to be ministered to Lord forgive me I don't know why I do this I betray you stab you in the back like Judas Like Peter I deny you, like I don't know Tears running down my face as the rooster crows I'm a liar living in a world of 'em I'm dyin' sins starting to fill my lungs Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head Great, Nate it looks like you're doin' circles again [Hook] x2 It's my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell [Verse 2] I wake up in the morin' My minds on me Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed Why am I so open to blaming when I'm broke The moment I feel fine, I let the door close Dealing with insecurity but not about myself I'm having a hard time trusting anyone else I treat you like a toy So I put you on the shelf Like I'll come play later if I need any help And yeah I think you're calling but I don't really hear you Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror What I see in the mirror's more than my apearance I see anger eating away at my spirit And maybe I should change, but I don't really want to Unless I feel pain it's like I don't really want you I know, by now it seems like I'd be smarter The worst part is, now I'm right back where I started [Hook] x2 It's my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell [Verse 3] Father please, I know I don't deserve your grace None of us do, yet, your mercy remains You were perfect, there I go running away with nothing to say Lord, I'm ready to change Take me, and mold me into something that's right Sick of living my life like Like I'm out of your light, I'm out of your sight I need you to charge in Take me out the darkness And wrap me in your arms cause Without you I'm just another phony And without you it's like I don't even know me, show me Pull me in the right direction Need your life protection Need the mic directed I'm sick of living life like I ain't gotta have you When in the end we both know that I have to It's sad too 'Cause every time I'm falling away I can hear the little voice inside my head say [Hook] x2 It's my life is one big circle I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still It's like my life wants me to fail Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell