New Leaders Music - Jack Harper - Reflection lyrics

{Verse 1 - Jack Harper} Alone in my zone at night With thoughts in my mind that I can not fight Why am I here, like I'm drowning in fear When i look in the mirror, it'll never seems right.. And im only 13, but this means, that the life that i live, is a dream that ive seen..before But i will lock the door, feelings of no remorse, in the corner, hiding like i wasn't vulnerable {Hook - Jack Harper} I will not let the hard times, hurt me Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one {Verse 2 - Jack Harper} Thanks mom for the time that you left me, all the times you had said u would not leave Me and my sister were together in the ugly, and my mother was deciding on her next drink I don't really understand things, but i know that it had to be wrong, and thats the sad thing And for the fact of the matter, you got a man thats a cowards and i dont really care about him, while u wait on an outburst I can't stand this sh**, i can't stand this sh** Wheres bill money mom? U need to handle this! You've gotta handle sh**, because your man is sh** And he can't help you out cuz your mans a b**h And this drinking and driving, its time to stop that I remember the time and the feeling inside when u rolled down the window and there in my eyes Was a tall gla** fillin and spilling with cries And its alcohol isnt it best when u drive?. And your losing common sense, and im sick of it ma! Ma!! can you hear me now? No food in the house can you hear me now? No food in the house but the wine is out And your knocked on the couch And im sick of this sh**! I can't take it all And the time i had fell, you had made me fall, u had made me fall But i will prevail and i will succeed For the times i was lost, and the times i was weak Now its time that i move to the top of the top and i rock to beat like some coal that is hot! Woah.. No power in the house like its solar But the goal is to get my mother sober And to move out like i was a molar Chase all dreams and well never find the closure Till im older paying what i owe her Man im sorry but thats simply what i hope for! I wanna choke her, hug her like a soldier The way in feeling man its like a rolled coaster/ Were all leaders, all gods in this place God sent flows like snow in this place I will blow like coke and its safe For everybody hating im the gold in this age {Hook - Jack Harper} I will not let the hard times, hurt me Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one {Verse 3 - Jack Harper} Im Lost in my mind tonight And if i stand tall, i will rise tonight And if the pen falls, and its all i write Then i will smile bright like its all alright For the steps that i took, in the life that i have For a smart young kid in a place full of trash And my childhood friends always smoking the gra** And their skipping the cla**, like they're destine to last. Nahh!! I was always above it, you see the struggle was nothing, and now my brothers in cuffs, .... And hes just bleeding for jus....tice Hes just bleeding for justice now.. I got 99 problems, just like you now! From the bottom, im a scholar, just like you now I've got a father and i couldn't have a better in fact Hes the man, hes the rock, and i thank him for that! God thanks for that!! And its all have With the music im a artist like brush in hand And ill paint this pic, of this past i lived And the memories will stick, cuz they made me this..way.. Hey! For the kids in the deep end, stay strong, cuz u all got a placement In this world and you work for the payments Gotta have some patience, when dealing with basics {Hook - Jack Harper} I will not let the hard times, hurt me Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one!