I borrowed a dress shirt from my friend, I combed my hair until it was straight, I bought new shoes and I felt ill, I shaved my face and then stood still. I rode in the back seat of a car. I felt the wind wrap around us all. The girls all had their makeup on. I knew where I was and I was lost. I walked right through the entry way, and looked at pictures of your face, I saw the words that people framed, around the idea of your name, I stood inside a giant crowd, and felt the words your brother mouthed, I saw the object there in place, of the space you used to take. I would never wear that shirt again, I would never wear that shirt again, I HOPE IT FALLS APART AT EVERY THREAD. I stood beside the one I love, It was her legs that held me up. My head floated all around, It hit the ceiling then came down. I would never wear that shirt again, I would never wear that shirt again, I HOPE IT FALLS APART AT EVERY THREAD. I stood inside your mothers house, And watched video of you acting out, I was scared because I felt that same hurt. But now alone in that dress shirt.