Nevada Rose - Murals lyrics

Why should it be engraved in stone that I'm only living blind? I see the light buried in my heart 'Cause in the dark I'll never see Never see behind my closed eyes, never see the inside Maybe I drove a knife through the back of my own life If you knew my heart you'd know that its not as dark as the skeptics say it is So won't you come, come and save me? I've never gone so far to show that I'm letting this go There's never been a day that I couldn't live without I'll never give a second chance for this moment to pa** Just leave the past behind and construct my peace of mind I'm only as sick as your thoughts and dreams that surround you These pictures painted with strokes of judgment I'm burning that old canvas, and starting new These walls now preserve the pain I don't deserve These walls now preserve lessons I never learned Oh I'll show you who I can be when I don't let you change me Never see never see behind my closed eyes, never see the inside Maybe I drove a knife through the back of my own life I won't let this be me becoming weak I've never gone so far to show that I'm letting this go There's never been a day that I couldn't live without I'll never give a second chance for this moment to pa** Just leave the past behind and construct my peace of mind Blind eyes are as good as gla** set to reflect the lives Of the ones that have since deceived them