NeoGEN - She Will (Freestyle) lyrics

[Vere 1: NeoGEN] Yo Hop on the track like im usain n***a im a dude prayin High off that butane Too poor for true jane Reggie in the chillum pack Hit the bars and let them stack Been gone for six months wasting time b**hes now im back Too old for toys in my stocking but im still a kid at heart Ask me why my late start Started in a trailer park Watchin nana's slowing heart Go from slow to slow and park Flatline like monotone Still dont got a telephone On my own Big city little kid becoming grown Learning from the past, gonna make sure my futures known By you and him to him and her And anybody similair Im k**ing for A chance to make myself a pillar in a universe Never changing catching critics Tryna say that neo isnt What he says he is, but they dont know that neo didn't Write for them he wrote for himself Project bench been sitting on him while his musics on the f**in shelf Collecting dust like neos head Before you know it neo's dead Been gone too long No right or wrong Can direct him on the journey that hes on and it goes like- Im back in the game and im better than ever Wavering never ill never say never if anything ever devolps that makes me dismember my mental ill try to be stronger cause you would be wronger to say that i fell to my d**h from above yah but nothing will stop me you lifted and dropped me im back on my feet as the time would alot me so Never waste time live like your dying Dont live in the past, live relying On the fact that time pa**es like a child crying Turning to a man with a family looking to him why its So simple but so hard Is a mystery so harsh Our lives end up so scarred Like collision is so dark And eminent upon us but the paths that i show are So far from easy so you sacrifice everything Your soul ain't sold to hades, you haven't lost everything Stacked up against you to push you to let me bring The demon from inside that is pushing to let me sing How all you ever did Was eye in the pyramid Destruction was eminent Im sick of the sentiments So let me glorify Myself to amplify My thoughts in what i write Now you can realize How the f** i got to where im at now To its why the f** im feeling so sad how Ive grown into a better f**ing man now You sit there listening to what i preach