Nena - In Meinem Leben/en lyrics

In my life I have often been flying Have fallen so low And sometimes felt I'm drowning I have won And I have lost And I have died And been reborn I have given And I have taken We have found eachother We've come so far together I have been held close And felt out of place Felt so alone And not been able to feel myself I will not be defeated And money will never make me rich Sometimes life is hard And most of the time I find it goes smoothly I have cried And I have laughed And ultimately run away From what makes me happy I have drank And I have smoked And I have completely Destroyed my powers And when I Find my feet again There's always love There's always sunshine And here you are Holding my hand and laughing Because you know me better than I know myself I am in love with you My life I couldn't see myself continuing without you In my life I have often been flying I have also lied And betrayed you and me I've fled to the hills And been close to falling off them And let myself dangle there And then brought myself back from it I live healthily And have also taken d** I count the years And I don't count them I rise out of the darkness And see the light And here you are Holding my hand and laughing Because you know me better than I know myself I am in love with you My life I couldn't see myself continuing without you I have loved many people And many have loved me And there are those who have not liked me I don't miss that at all I love my children And I love you And when I just feel nothing Then I don't feel like me I wish for peace And serenity A heart that always warm I'm not that far away from it Freedom suits me well Sometimes I hurt myself I feel I'm too intense Also when I am direct Not just straight forward My fear of d**h Disappearing into the air Dissolving slowly Because my life carries on And here you are Holding my hand and laughing Because you know me better than I know myself I am in love with you My life I couldn't see myself continuing without you With you, I'll move on and follow you And you're always there for me I'm complete in this life And I hope to stay here for a long time With you I hope to stay here for a long time With you