Neffex - Alive lyrics

I wanna feel alive feel the blood inside my veins I wanna slow the time will you slow it down with me I think I need to find what it means to be ok it’s broken by design can’t live life with out some pain yea, and I know I’ll keep running know I’ll be something you won’t see me coming I throw I keep punching I grow I keep hunting no i need nothing supposed to be something so close to me jumping. You f**ed me up in the worst kind of way you took all of my time and didn’t give it back to me wasn’t enough and I don’t know what to say you wanna fall in love but don’t want to feel the pain and I’m so low cuz I don’t know if I’m alone if I’m unknown but I won’t go no I won’t go, you ain’t never gonna slow me down cuz I feel alive now. F**k my 9 to 5 think I’m gonna go insane always on the grind but still everything’s the same I’m sick of wasting time wish I didn’t feel this way but with this kind of mind I will figure out my lane. It’s the highs and the lows the change and the woes all the fame on the coast and the pain no one knows I want the time just to slow my minds feeling low say I’m fine but I know that I might be alone. You f**ed me up in the worst kind of way you took all of my time and didn’t give it back to me wasn’t enough and I don’t know what to say you wanna fall in love but don’t want to feel the pain and I’m so low cuz I don’t know if I’m alone if I’m unknown but I won’t go no I won’t go, you ain’t never gonna slow me down cuz I feel alive nowww.