Need - The Wisdom Machine lyrics

Now I see With my soul bruised I walk Crippling on and on How betrayed we are from our own device Hope dies last in a perfect world And I keep on dreaming of her eyes And all that is making me linger on Is someday breathing her hair again What's this? I can't see Is it a god or a demon? Now it's got hold of me Showing me things that I dare not see The waking of my life was bathed in pain Dawn was so alone The coming of my youth was cloaked in fear As they pierced my will The entering of pleasures was so blunt My end of innocence I looked for the all answers in a gla** Better there then in my sober cage Spare me Don't you dare tell me To whom I should pray For I am the master of my loss A river of truth drinks my pain Proving me my dreams were all in vain And I'm about to pay for deeds foreseen Surrendering my dreams to the machine Still stitching together the pieces of my mind Still stitching together the pieces of my kind Still stitching together the pieces of my life Still stitching together the pieces of my strife My dreams were sacrificed for all your needs I craved for space to breathe The strength to differentiate wore thin A fight I could not win The answers to all this became so vague Imploded on myself lost in a haze It pretty much appeared I chose my path Left hand madness till my last Half of my life was wasted Upon this stupid farce My tree of life was rotten Had to leave at last It's clear to me now that I am the exile of dreams I'm dying alive, a demon with wings I crave for a conscience that's mute, the judgment within Forever I'm baptized in the sin of machine I'm blind, I'm blind I seek for the light I crave, I crave for redemption and sight My soul had become veiled When my mind had prevailed My image was fading Denying, avenging We sentient dolls must pay the toll The age is growing thin on our plastic skin We'll burn for our desire in acid fire Come on let's choke our dreams I sought for an ending To stop all this turning This circle of bleeding It rapes all my being So sick and tired of all the silence I want to feel free I seek to be free My eyes have been opened I just long for a chance to see Devoured and wasted from all this hatred I've played with reason to suffer wisdom I hear the voice inside I have to make my choice Wondrous it seems how our life walks before us In circles we bleed when mistakes walk among us