Necropsyk - Misanthropic Existence lyrics

You will never see the light You are destined to let them down You will forever disappoint You will be haunted Until you die Endless anxiety not helped by the voices Forever tormented by these self-proclaimed prophesies You can't escape what isn't there Like a carnival of insanity trapped inside your mind Once upon a time the demons remained silent Once upon a time the world held wonder Once upon a time this carnival held nothing but hope Once upon an time I was free Infinite medication, the solution to everything Causing more problems turning everything to sh** No amount of pills can fill the void left behind No amount of d** can fix my head There is just no fixing it There is just no f**ing fixing it Looking at this sad existence through a window full of soot Watching our brothers give their lives For a country not worth saving Painting this vision with colors now faded I need to relearn how to f**ing live I was free