NEBS - They Will Never Understand lyrics

[Intro:] Yeah, just gonna let it all out on this one Its not all fun and games This is peoples lives This is my life [Verse 1:] See me happy man? Thats a fake smile I got a lot on my plate this might take a while Take a seat turn your brain off and listen up And maybe by the end you'll know why I don't give a f** We was living in hell, I thought of k**ing myself Got boys sitting in cells, I try to spit cause it helps Plus my dads sick my life is getting drastic And magazines had to hide to ask me "What's this lad sh**?" I give a f** about a trend or an adlay I only dress like this just to show you I have pay Cause I ain't used to that I used to be a putrid chat And ain't no way will you ever find me moving back I'm proving facts that I'm nice on the beat I like to take away the lives of people ice on the street Cause I've seen it ruin lives, breaking families to bits And don't you call that sh** soft, come and handle how we live kid [Hook:] Its all out and its going around Its the only reason why I put the bottle down They will never understand, I'm the way that I am Until they do I guess Im gonna have to say it again I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped At night night, I fight fight and bye bye I try hard but I can't escape I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake [Verse 2:] That addiction is yours, dont inflict it on others Your mistake now are you listening f**er I ain't need to see the whole crew f**ed up This sh** be spreading like a plague and people see but shut up You need to speak about the evil you see But no one wanna do that f** it leave it to me My older brother in rehab I should be by his side But I ain't got the guts, he's stronger I will do it in time Hah, do it in time, thats all I ever tell myself Cause if I put it off that means today I can just do myself And doin me that ain't something that you wanna be Without the rhymes I'm nothing just a loser now I gotta see The truth hurts, so this album took the life of me I'm just me it's f**ed its nothing I even try and be When I say I'm real dont think that Im talking tough I mean that I'm real and I am just a f** up [Hook:] Its all out and its going around Its the only reason why I put the bottle down They will never understand, Im the way that I am Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped At night night, I fight fight and bye bye I try hard but I can't escape I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake [Verse 3:] At the moment its the truth I'mma speak it Tell the truth Im too scared to release it That kinda contradicts my other tracks I do know Call me a liar I ain't know what to do bro Never happy deep down I'm f**ed up Bud puffed, d** tucked, left side, lung crushed Thats enough to make me quit right there You would think so but to quit I swear I would have to change my life and get the f** away Tomorrow ain't exciting man its just another f**ing day I'm skin and bones, Im a motherf**ing wreck sh** I meant to let 'em know that I will never tread quick Cause I'm scared I ain't feeling like I'm better yet I'm walking slow and its getting worse with every step I run away and meet the front of a train The side covered in stains, Im high and nothing remains, nah [Hook:] Its all out and its going around Its the only reason why I put the bottle down They will never understand, Im the way that I am Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped At night night, I fight fight and bye bye I try hard but I can't escape I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake [Outro:] Yeah, and I find it ironic That the higher I get The lower I'm digging myself in a hole Its funny that Yeah come outside aye But as soon as, as soon as f**ing Australian Idol f** me dead, Australian Idol c*nt