Neberu - Interiority lyrics

What the f** is wrong with me Why do I always feel the hate inside of me? Locked inside a cage no one could see Always feel like sh** inside Always trying to choke feelings I'm not able to hide Where is my sympathy? All my love turns to hate The world gives up on me My eyes have turned from green to grey Still struggling for a better day The d**h still laughs at me, smiling in my face Tossing and turning, feels like I am sleeping awake I'm playing tag with the d**h There's no beat left in my chest Do I have to leave this empty road? I'm lying down for my rest, no more struggling for breath But I will take you with me when I go This goes out to everyone who feels like me To all the sinners too penitent and blameworthy So come with me I'll show you what you've never seen Open your mouth and we can run from what we'll never be What the f** is inside of me, could there be another me? Always feel like fighting one side Always trying to silence the devils' whispering in I I'm sick of swallowing my pride I have to find my way back into the light Far too often I was oppressed by humanity It's my time to show you how the pain feels if I set it free Never looking back to days of anger and factitiousness It's my time to show you how it really feels to be like me This goes out to everyone who feels like me To all the sinners too penitent and blameworthy So come with me I'll show you what you've never seen Open your mouth and we can run from what we'll never be I'm playing tag with the d**h There's no beat left in my chest Do I have to leave this empty road? I'm lying down for my rest, no more struggling for breath But I will take you with me when I go