NBbeats - Suicide ft. I Really Hate Mondays lyrics

Stop it I'm the topic in every room that I step in Repping the left side You n***as all get it Get with or forget it Cause I ain't really for Euphoria Euphoria, I can't ignore it Cause I contemplate suicide The doors go up on the suicide I see the truth through these demons eyes I rather die then fail cause right now it's do or die I hop off the plan rearrange my strange face Looking at all these cats tryna put me all in my place Like it's real estate though I'm not looking for no trouble But the situations rocky where's Barney Rubble Cough What the f** is a shawty My brother told me on the phone So would you please remind me I'm a pacifist packing hits picking off these packs of spliffs Weed smoke we know how a Cali n***a do But I don't gang bang Slang c**aine Doing this sh** just to maintain but with all this new slang I try to remain sane But peer pressure is a b**h and I fail to appear to my peers I'm just doing me and I'm being called weird The difference in diversity is the point I'm diverse With versatility in my verses So verses you you're worthless Labels k** me talking bout a damn single I'm the best simply while they're all just simple Popping like a pimple ha your lines our trash I buy your album and it ends up in my a** Cause it's pure sh** I'm a purist to hip-hop I can't stop until I reach the tippy top You with me or against either way I can't stop I'm caught in between real and reality Real is staying true but reality is I'm broke Yet I meant what I said And I meant what I wrote Cause you rappers rap trash but me I rap quotes So I got my hand and a knife around your throat Don't choke [Bridge:] The World is so cold is so cold Isn't it strange Trying put the pieces together yet they can't be arranged I'm deranged it's true And this I know Welcome to the stage The one and only Ro [Outro: I Really Hate Mondays & Khirey Akeem] My Wrist is all bloody, bloody from the cutter (x20) d**h is on my mind d**h is on my mind I can't decide if I'll go through suicide (x20) Suicide (x10)